ARTWORK

.::ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini.sesungguhnya aku tidak berdaya tanpa-Mu::.

Salammm.

Hello~I am being so active blogging lately because I believe writing is one of the ways to neutralize all the negative feelings. 

At 2 pm, I practiced on abdominal ultrasound as preparation for OSCE on 2nd January *pengsan because 3 will be the writing paper*! What an exciting & special moment because I scanned my own body! Hahaha. This was because my partner came late because she got things to be settled down. Struggling using both hands, one hand holding probe (the scanner) the other control the panel. Alhamdulillah, Allah gave us pair of hands. I couldn't imagine of doing things with one hand. 

Ultrasound is one of my favorite subject! Yeah there is nothing easy in this world. Ultrasound is an operator-depending modality not like other imaging devices (MRI, CT) which means it is depending 100% on the person who operates it. Must be good in anatomy, imagination and of course being skillful. Anatomy helps in identifying the region you want to scan while imagination probably helps to identity what's structure is in the image because what you see is totally different than image in anatomy books. The skills, anybody can learn as long as you have patience in you. Being patient is the hardest part for me. So it's kind of training for me la to be patient. *(insert Take That song) Have a little patient yeahh.*

Artwork. 

Tadaaa! Say Subhanallah. They are right liver & kidney :D . Told ya they look totally different from the textbook. These are not mine. I cannot do the editing with the latest image because of the format. 

Oh have to stop right away to do my case study. Next Monday will be the presentation on Clinical Radiotherapy. *nervousss banget when thinking of  the Q&A session. GULP.* Make dua for me peeps. May Allah bless us. (:

I AM SHERLOCKED!

.::ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini.sesungguhnya aku tidak berdaya tanpa-Mu::.

Salam. Reading novel after long haul hiatus on reading other books than my textbooks. =_="

 A year. Yes, i think i bought this book last year in MPH, Midvalley. Read just few pages after bought it. =_=""

After watched 2 series of  BBC Sherlock's few weeks ago, I AM SHERLOCKED! *Eh eh tipuuu. Mula dari sekolah dulu lagi~*

well there were only 3 episodes for each series, so i didn't wasted too much time to finish all of them in few hours. 

 "At present, I cannot spare energy and nerve force for digestion" That is so ME. I totally ignored dietitian advice to NOT to skip meal to maintain my weight and health. 

Final is less than a month! Well, it is a habit of mine to read novel at this particular time. To avoid some sort of 'traffic jam' in my mind. Keke. May Allah assists us in the exam. (:

One bright sunny day

.::ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini.sesungguhnya aku tidak berdaya tanpa-Mu::.

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On one bright & hot sunny day in which using umbrella gave no effect at all, I was forced to walk slowly by my skirt <== (which I call skirt sopan because of its A-shape. LOL) along Kpg Baru road, off to campus. Dalam hati merungut-rungut sebab nak cepat & terasa leceh sebab kena pergi kampus semata-mata nak hantar buku log & laporan klinikal. Dari jauh saya nampak budak lelaki yang bawak beg dan buku. Jadi, oh oh makin laju langkah sebab takut adik tu menyapa & nak tanya saya nak beli buku ke tak <=== jahat kan?. Disebabkan skirt sopan adik tu pun berjaya berjalan seiringan dengan saya. 

"Kak kak, nak tengok buku ni tak?"

"Eh, takpe dik. Akak nak cepat ni."

"Tak beli takpe. Tengok je dulu."

Tengok kejap: Buku ***** CINTA. LOL. Tak ingat apa nama tapi ada tulis CINTA. 

"Takpe lah dik. Terima kasih." 

Adik tu senyum je. Saya pun terus jalan lepas tu toleh kejap dan tanya " Adik umur berapa tahun?"

"15 tahun." 

"Adik kerja leklok."

Saya menoleh lagi & rasa kagum melihat betapa bersemangatnya adik tu meneruskan langkah.

Pastu terus rasa nak nangis kerana banyak sebab:

1) He is only fifteen. Yet he had to do that kind of work. Brought a bag with full of books under bright sun without umbrella. Mesti hidup dia susah. T_T Tak ramai yang sanggup buat kerja macam tu. 

2) Betapa tak bersyukurnya saya. Merungut-rungut sebab kena berjalan 10 minit je pun nak ke kampus. Bukan perlu keluar duit ke apa pun. Bahkan kena bayar untuk belajar tapi masih lagi MALAS & TAK BERSYUKUR <=== Indikator masalah hati. Sob sob. 

3)Alhamdulillah~Rasa terharu & bersyukur sebab Allah temukan saya dengan adik tu supaya saya berhenti merungut dan belajar untuk jadi hambanya yang bersyukur. Betapa besarnya kasih sayang Allah. 

Kesimpulannya, sama-sama kita mintak dengan Allah semoga kita jadi orang bersyukur dengan yang sedikit. Sebab orang bersyukur dengan yang sedikit akan mampu untuk bersyukur dengan sesuatu yang banyak. (: 

PS: Keep on praying for Palestine, Syria, Rohingya people and our sisters and brothers. May Allah shower us with his ultimate love and blessings.